Okay. So I joined the strike and I hope that all of you did too because these bills are the biggest piece of fucking shit that roamed the US congress. For you sopa supporters you really are stupid aren’t you. 

No really, you do know its not gonna stop shit. Pirates are gonna find a way. 

Government. Fuck you. Thats right  FUCK YOU. Hollywood. Fuck you too. Sure its not adult to throw swear words at you but there is no proper words to use for how much I hate your guts right now. But I’ll try. Your greedy,disgusting and power hungry you deserve to have shit smeared all over you fucking cars. Hollywood it goes for you too. 

Thats all. 

Sort of.

Ask me questions about anything http://www.formspring.me/AngieTheCrazy

Uh sort of. Hey tumblings whats up? I continue asking you guys questions on here but you never answer. >:C No you jerks I’m not butthurt. 

So, down to business. How has this chick been doing? Awesome mostly. O.o Anything exciting happen. Pfft No. Not at all. Okay I’m lying…kinda. XD. Lets list shall we?

1. I had the best Halloween ever. I went to haunted houses which I ‘finally’ got to do. (I was always afraid because they never really found what caused my epilepsy so its a creeper and it be creepin for a chance to pounce me XD) It was fun it didn’t really scare me but here is a little taste of it:

Lol I love those sunglasses.

2. That thankfully I don’t have pictures of. hahaha. I got bombed. Really really bombed. Bombed in the since that I got incredibly drunk. this wasn’t on Halloween this was in the merry month of November (because its my birth month damnit of course its merry) I think I had 60$ that suddenly disappeared from my wallet into my gang and I’s gullets lol. Drunks. Don’t let them touch it. Your wallet that it.

3. I had my birthday party in ho ho hopeful December. (sorry for the poor joke) I’ll get pictures asap I’ll do it now I guess. XD well um actually of the gifts I wish I had pictures of the party and I do sort of my sister took pictures D; you’ll see me acting like a clown probably. I think I’ll do a separate post for those.

Speaking of my party my best friend took it upon herself to tell my mom something I didn’t want her to know. D;< Mfnadakamd Damn You! I thought to myself. *strangles best friend*.

However, My friend started the topic with her friend’s name. Which made my mom turn her brain off. So I win. Its pretty much decided that that person doesn’t like me and is trying to do me wrong. Which she’s not…I just don’t think she likes me very much. 

I’d have made this more photo heavy but I came ill prepared. Sorry. I actually just came here to see what was up. I had no intentions on posting until,I shrugged and said: ‘Why not?’. *types til her fingers bleed* Okay I don’t do that I always write novels when I have nothing to do. Other things that have happened. I found a site kind of. I guess it found me in a way. Its called Terrasus.net. I like it. Its like Gaia before it got over ran by damned trolls.

Actually on Terrasus its pretty much frowned upon.

this is my avatar:

Okay I’m off to bore people to death else where.

see ya.

Heart breaks a bitch…Now I’m over it. :3 

I never thought that it would have happened so fast. It was like a lightning strike but I have to say I don’t feel fully responsible. I think it was 50/50 and I’m not naming names either. 

I’m so confused right now. When I met him everything seemed awesome. He was everything I ever wanted and I loved him for him. However as time went by it felt like he was making more excuses not to see me and I understand certain situations and that’s not why I had to make a very hard and painful decision. 

I had to make this decision because well my family didn’t trust him, my friends didn’t trust him as well. As hard as I tried to fight the opinions of my friends and family they made some valid points.

He never really tried to find ways to contact me. He did have a phone but he lost it and as soon as he got a new one he told me he broke it. 

He never made it a priority to tell me that he had lost his first phone. Now he said he could have sworn that he did so I let it slide.

He had a girls picture on his phone…He has like a ton of friends that are girls. Thats not a big deal, no. He told me she was a friend and I have a ton of guy friends that doesn’t make me a slut…it makes me manly. lol. So I guess that makes him womanly. 

He was on facebook and MyYearBook alot…However when I messaged him, I never got a reply…. I got a reply every once in a while but then they started becoming more scarce.

I know what your thinking he seems to have some understandable bad luck but this is what my family and friends thought and their valid opinions:

Even if he lost his phone he could have still tried to use a friends phone or a pay phone or at least drop me a line somehow.

Between Job searching and Karaoke…He could find a way to see me…. 

but the thing that really made me break up with him… Is that after I was leaving messages for him to read he stopped answering me all together….Dude at least give me the heads up that you read it even if its a “…” or “I read it”. Especially if one of those messages was me opening my heart to you. AFTER your ass tells me… “Trust me”. 

So I did. 

If I got clingy you could have told me. 

If I loved too much…once again you could have told me.

I told you tell me and you didn’t… was there a reason you chose to do it that way.

Well not that it matters he won’t chase after me. upon studying him lol I found that thats most like his personality. I just wish he would have told me to my face instead of avoiding me. thats just gross. lol yeah I’m using the word gross in this example because it is gross. Tell me. It’ll hurt. But that doesn’t matter….Your a supposed to be tough. I’ll get over you. You were a friend first…Be a friend tell me whats up.

I hope we can stay friends. 

I doubt he’ll read this but kudos to him if he does lol.

see ya.

To him like a face hugger from aliens. Who am I talking about…my boyfriend…Finally dragged out of the depths of dark loneliness and I’m starting to exhibit the don’t be gone for long syndrome.

DBGL symtoms

Day dreaming

The exasperated sighs of not being by his side…

Now that I think about it Usher got it down to a T when he said “You got it bad”.

Because I got it bad real bad. Now don’t get me wrong I’m not complaining the romantic sunset thing, the constant cuddling…not bad things…but I’m afraid…It feels too good to be true. Maybe thats because I might be used to being treated like a pile of crap. So him treating me nice and actually caring what I think is something new and exciting to me…so it scares me.

Like right at this moment I want to text him…

But I’m not, because I’m afraid that I’ll scare him away. Clingy= runaway. 

Truth in some cases lies in others.

Soo another symptom wanting to write embarrassing poems like:

Roses are red

Violets are blue

the sexiest beast is you.

XD yeeeah so with this all said I’m gonna relax today.

nighty night 

So I’m gonna be using this blog for more serious things….there will be some fun in this but not as much as I was having with it. Heres the thing guys it was not my intention to leave you out in the cold….like I did…Not literally I mean figuratively leaving you alone with no trace of me to be seen.

I am at a point in my life where I am pretty busy with life things and I’m sure you understand, I’m giving this as a window so you guys can check up on what I’m doing, so you won’t miss me as much,worry,or if your just curious. :) I’ll post every thing that is going on in my life :D. XD then on facebook you guys can say things like:

“You better hope they don’t think that’s apple juice.”

Or what ever crazy stuff you guys always put on my posts. I’m referring to the disgusting pee in a cup scenario I know I’m gonna have to face XD. I wish that they could take one good look at me and say naah she doesn’t do illegal drugs….-_-: who in God’s name decided it be a good idea to test drug use by pee…. *shivers* DX what if I miss…CLEAN UP IN THE PISS ROOM! xD Gaaawd.

Ok back on topic XD I’m sorry. So this blog will basically be used for what its supposed to be used for and not me just being abusive to my bloggie friend.

So…which is also this title…durr. I know I put this in my facebook but I thought that this is awesome enough to post more then once. I got my poster and I have been paid 50$. I was seriously the most stoked I have ever been in my whole entire life…but you wanna know something? I wish that I could do art for the rest of my life…You know I always wondered why the state of Montana doesn’t have art schools like AI. That is why most smart Montanans who built a college fund made it where they could get out of here Great Falls literally has no Animation or other thing to study except web design which is something I think I wanna go into. I just need a job…which I don’t have…and I need the ability to click with math which is something I really don’t have.

I know Neenja…Wise up or you’ll get eaten a live…I know. But there’s just something about math that just refuses to be stapled in my head…No matter how hard I try in doesn’t stick like it should I wish someone understood.

In other Angie related news. I’m trying to snap myself out of my depression by doing thing that I have done before I got depressed.. Which I’m sorry means that I’ll be spending less time on the computer and more time working out and walking and working and drawing and run-on-sentences-are-the-beeze-knees. And hanging out with my siblings…^_^ I will check in every once in awhile I promise…

I’m hoping that one day a job will accept me maybe the one I have to go to today where I have to feed the elderly. Yes while we think they’re weird some of them think “Hey where am I?” and “HOLY SHIT!! Its a demon child!” because…yeah…they are old. I hope they hire me….The only reason I haven’t put this on facebook it because you guys with your awesome big heart say good luck which I believe jinxes any chances I had…Yeah…

And I promise Friends I will keep this interesting…Also I now have enough personal money saved up to buy that computer I wanted for two years and the 1TB external hard drive and if this job sees the good in me which I know in my heart I am. They will give me the damn job…So I won’t feel useless…I’ll upload pictures and videos as soon as possible…Which reminds me I have my eye on a pretty little device called the Sony bloggie X3 which I think beats out the flip because it charges on the computer and you don’t have to keep buying food for it in the form of cheap batteries. Plus…it has better video quality so yeah…

See ya guys,

Every Ones Favorite Insane Cat….AAAANGIE.